When the hurt is gone.
Was I to blame, or the pain inflicted, like those who are vindictive, was it the hurt, or the words that crossed the line pour from my lips drawn by my mind? I still love her, but I love me more, it does hurt, and of course I'm sore. But if I held my hate, or the love I got, I would watch the memories of us rot and I know its not to late. So instead, like was said, I keep it in my head, keep it in my heart, from the end to the start. Our memories will remain untainted by pain, unsoiled and unstained, like the love we have that neither can explain.
I consider this time to be a that I am ill, that this is done by a greater will, that the cold that wraps my heart this eve, will tomorrow be a chilling breeze. The things I will miss, I will still miss, but tomorrow will be different from this. I'm defined as a castle, master of one battle, she was the brick, this is the mortar, I'm stronger then I ever was and maybe its time to let another cross that boarder.
These shoulders may
Should've, could've, would've
You could have told me,
but I wouldn't believe,
You should have wrote me,
but I couldn't read,
You should have just choked me,
I should have heard you scream,
You should just hold me,
but your arms are not free,
You would have cut me,
and I wouldn't bleed,
Now you shut me,
I don't want to breath.
Did I lose my angel,
my breath and my soul,
Can we change the angle,
from east to west, to make us whole,
I should have held tight, when did I let go?
Sample :: Enter Sodomon
[The forest path was probably the safest way for them, but lucky for Radian, Lesendra knew a better trail.]
I couldn't understand it, suddenly I was in a land that was as vast as my eyes could see. How could someone feel safe, feel normal when you can never see the end of the horizon? This girl didn't seem bothered at all by this, her and her people are very, very strange.
"No, its best if we dont move through the thick brush, horses dont move well through it. I know of a better trail." Lesendra said as she pointed further towards the suns shield.
[Suns shield means 'south', since in Radian's belief, the sun is a soldier of the sky that patrols the world every day. If you head west, you head towards the suns back, if you head east, its towards the front, if you head north, you head towards his sword. The sun carries his sword in his right hand and his shield in his left.]
So we're off.. no.. wait..
And so they went.. Radian knew nothing of what laid out side these gates, but was only more anxious to leave in hopes that Lesendra would only want him to guide her a short ways.
Then, he would be able to trek his way home. But being of the male sort, Radian could have found a worse travel mate then a young beautiful women.
[If you guys like the writing intro's I put here, just tell me so I put more. ^_^ I wonder if anyone reads them. I can think of only 3 people.]
Why should I help you? Oh..
My entrances where never the best. But I had no idea what this girl was talking about.
"So you want me to help you escape the city?" I asked, but she clarified it that escaping the city isn't the only thing. "Yes.." She said with a pause, as though looking for a reason why I should. "Its the least you could do for saving your life."
Ok, she had a point. "But I still don't have to do anything for you. What if I just say no?" I was quick to turn the tables on this girl - no way would she be bossing me around! Chivalry be damned!
"Well, then with me missing and you missing, they will hunt you like a dog and kill you for kidnapping while I go the other way." Was all she had to say with such a common, soft tone while she gently plucked the straw from my hair. One sentence and my options go poof - with such a loving tone did this robber of freedom have.
I should have played the chivalry card.. kept my dignity.
Sample :: Leap of Faith
'No Azorian will ever be held captive, no soldier of Azoria will ever be bound by chains of their enemies. Be free, or die fighting for it.' Was the writings that where inscribed in Radians home, right above the door they where read so often.
The tiles never hold steady, the darkness has invited and he has accepted.
In Cyiden Radian now makes his escape, if you get lost in the streets, dance upon the buildings themselves. Injury or not, he must find his way home ... where ever Azoria may be from here.
Sample :: The City of Cyiden
From the balcony he stood over looking the city of Cyiden, the city of myth. It was as large as he heard, further then he could see the buildings spanned, even from the tower he stood he couldn't see the end of buildings.
"Its a forest of homes..."
The cold night are whipped about him, the moon greeted him, the darkness invited him.
"How will I ever find my way out?"
Easy come.. easy go..
Daa'kar that old crone, the moment he heard of a stranger found outside the city of Cyiden, he had to see. When he got there, the only thing that he could think of once he seen it was the mysterious sword the stranger carried.
Now in his lab, preparing to identify it in the middle of the night with curiousity eating at him, he didn't expect what happened next.